| I honestly started studying. I realise I am going to faint at the exam hall. I can't really recall my basics, overwhelmed with shocked. I am so dead. I have to get an intensive session. And how do I go about doing it with all the other stuff to settle. All the headphones in the house are cranky too.
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| Today shall be a day of rest. Starting with a nightmare that woke me up so early. What a great start! Work is the most mundane boring thing to do. It bores me and gets me very drained and exhausted. Just the sheer sound of the stupid phone ringing sets me off. But work is work and I still have to be polite which I am not really complaining about. But some people are just ARRH. Yesterday, I finally got to dine at the market. I miss that place because of the constant rain. Or the sever lack of time to eat. LEAVING ALL THE HORRIBLE STRESS BEHIND. Today I shall just tackle my jap paper that is coming very soon. I think it's going to just yeah (i;m not saying it so it wouldn't come true). But for all the bad things. I am a happy temporary inheritor of the iphone, courtesy of my brother. Happy! Since it would give me the tine to push back buying plans till the next fair. That's great for me. Maybe I can wait till my birthday. Maybe daddy will make it a present. Which is just fine since I realise as the years go by, my wishes become less. I like presents but the habit of thinking what I want just went away. I like the excitement of the presents but don't really have any expectation of what they will be. I miss my childhood, when I could shop the toys R us catalogue for birthday presents. I still remember those times when I have a list to fill in and I could pick them. I was always so excited about what I will get from the list. Even when I actually get the list. And I remember my brothers and their totally unexpected presents. My elder brother gave me a bathing doll, which I could never figure out how to use. But it was fun still, now I don't really have an idea where it went. The entry was not meant to go that way, but it's just harder these days to put all the pieces together. My mind can be quite a mess these days. Just can't wait for all the tickets to be sold! LIKE BOOMz and disappear can?!
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| on this hand I have a list of things to do. on the other hand I have a schedule full. time is worth more than X00 bucks. OTC interview at 10pm/ cool yeah. Thanks shawn+clown! |
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This took me nights! I was so happy when I finally got it right, which happens to be this morning. I feel so relieved of all exhaustion! I-Guides Main comm LOVE LOVE LOVE! I am so happy that dad was in a great mood yesterday. He got a new phone for himself, which leaves me the only person in the family using the pathetic phone. All my brothers are going IPHONE. I am still stuck with my lousy nokia. Since dad was in a great mood, asked around if I could use his card for ipod touch. HE SAID OK! WOOTSS. Save money! His cards are still way more powerful than mine! Like cash rebates. I am so happy. 
Now that I settled this. Off to work. |
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| I had NO lunch today because we were so busy! Damm, I got shortchanged an hour of rest time. I am so exhausted now. I am looking forward to tomorrow and sunday. Just anything outside of exhasuting work. I can't stand the market spoiler, but it takes 2 hands to clap. Must not be stressed by it. NO NO! PAY DAY. i think i should be earning lots more. last thought, haji lane is total boredom. YAWNS. |
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